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in the demand to the sponsors and I had had so little time to commit to that pull myself away and I secluded myself I became very selfish because I wanted to avoid any conflict that would affect my training in that was my life and that became in the beginning show year an eternity to shows here than multiple shows and then eventually was like when I was in training for the show I was booked in advance so no weekends or available to go see my family and spend time my family and I missed weddings and miss the anniversaries and missed birthdays in here now looking my dad Jeannie for my mom time I'm trying to get there is much like and be with them obviously my brothers and sisters you know that's their kids are all grown now married children I mean it's crazy it's on life goes by quick and Muscle HD Facts